I fear >>> Shouldn't I??_mind finger connection

It's amazing that you can speak right up to my heart. And in this beautiful world, it's everything. Everything one wants from one's counter part. This can be categorized as my mind-finger connection blog archive. After so many days I'm here. As decided, I'm not gonna correct it. Simply allowing my fingers to take control and directly transform the thoughts playing around my mind into words.

Conditions. Why? Isn't it enough that we love? Isn't it enough that we care? When you love someone or let's say try to go close to someone, would you like to check what colour of shirt he is wearing? What deo or perfume he is using? I mean, I don't care. I really don't find these thing important. If I love someone or for that matter like someone, I do because I find myself most comfortable to be with her. At least I can think so. These entire stuff I'm writing here because I don't understand why conditions. Why?

Like someone said, being fearless to handle for longer period of time. Now what's this? Being fearless? Having or not having fear of something is a personal characteristics which can only be judged in some special circumstances. How can a person judge such traits in an hour or two? And even if someone is able to draw some lines between some haves and have-nots. So what? Are you here to buy something? Buying something may include some haves and have-nots. There you can ask that I want this and I don't want that. When you try to know a person or when you meet a person for the very first time, is it a kind of meet in which you can be so choosy?

Having fear of something is not that bad. It's human. Pure human. And I don't understand that how fearless or fearful person respond to you in some circumstance-bound situation? Are these reasons good enough? Don't you think exploring a person more and more reveal you some really quality traits. I know this is 21st century. But so what? A good gentleman's heart is what is more than everything I guess.

Yes I fear. I fear of losing you. I fear of losing my family. I fear of dying one day. I fear of going bankrupt. I fear of not making mark of my excellence in the space of people. But all these fears make me what I am. These fears realize me that I am living. I am human and a normal one. Not a super hero. Don't want to be. Happy with the heart-mind-body-soul I am gifted with. But you know what? I don't fear of accepting challenges. I don't fear of losing money. I don't fear of being lost in the world, And I don't fear of being what I am. I am loving-charming-dear-adorable person. I am the one on whom anyone can trust. You ask me and I try all my possible potential to get you what you want. And that makes me a good gentleman by heart.

Fearing fear is not that makes you fearful. Not accepting that fact does it. Any way, I'm not a salable product having so and so traits and I'm the best one in market and all that. I like you and I want to keep it as simple as it is. When I like you, I want you. When I want you I want you as you are. Not as I want you to be. I don't want to be your mentor or boss. I have feelings for you and that's everything, That's what makes you special and perfect. And I don't want to change you. I don't want any condition. Coz there should be no condition if you really love someone from your heart. This is what I think. Not you. And that makes a difference between us. So you ask for these traits and those qualities and I'll ask for you and more of you. Everyday. Everynight.

May be for lifetime...........

Happy Diwali.............

Is it possible to write few good words without any topic or any inspiration?

Why not? If your heart is filled with sheer joy and moments of happiness, you can put anything you want.
Well, I wanna write something about this festival of colors, crackers and commencement of new year.

DIWALI

At least a month before we come to know that this festival is approaching and we start various types of preparations. The procedure begins with making our home neat and clean and buying some real good stuff which can add up the beauty of our home sweet home. May it be painting the walls or buying new furniture or adding some decorative articles, along with it some interior designing begins and our mom proves to be the expert of all these things compare to any certified interior designer in this aspect.

Then comes the preparation of various types of naasta. Visit any random house of a Gujarati family and you'll definitely find faafda/chora-fadi and mathiya over there. These is our culture and our heritage. Along with it we make various kinds of farsaan and sweets. Some famous specialties and varieties can also be seen at times.

Before one week or so people start buying new cloths and merchandises. Latest fashion remains the choice of youngsters and some standard ethnic wear is preferred by elders. Kids have the highest enthusiasm of wearing new clothes. Show off and pricing remains the main issues among people.

Then crackers, nowadays we come across various types of advertisements of eco friendly DIWALI and lots of advises of not lighting crackers to stop environmental pollution and its quite true upto certain extent, but still the real joy of celebration is in lightning all the crackers up and above the sky and making it colorful. Isn't it?

Ohh.........!! I recall my school time when I was asked to write essays on this type of subjects and today I have done the same thing..........but still........

I love this festivals and slowly slowly I have started loving my habit of writing too................

HAPPY DIWALI AND JOYFUL NEW YEAR TO ALL....................

આપણું જીવન સાચે જ આપણું હોય છે? (2)

હર ફિક્ર કો ધુએમેં ઉડાતા ચલા ગયા.......મેં ઝીન્દગીકા સાથ નિભાતા ચલા ગયા......

સાથ જ તો આપીએ છે આપણે આપણી જિંદગીને, તો પછી આ ચર્ચા શેની છે??

અનુરાગ કશ્યપનું નો સ્મોકિંગ યાદ આવે છે. જબ ભી સિગરેટ જલતી હૈ મૈ જલતા હું.......શું લાજવાબ રીતે એણે સ્મોકિંગને જીવનની આઝાદી સાથે સરખાવ્યું છે. અરે ઉડાવીદો બધું ધુમાડામાં અને બેફીકર બનીને મસ્ત મૌલાની જેમ જીઓ યારો......

બસ ને........ખાલી વાતોમાં જ આવી આઝાદી અનુભવાય છે ને? કાલે સવારે ક્લાસમાં જવાનું છે, પેપર્સ ચેક કરવાના બાકી છે, ઘરમાં કબાટ કરાવવા માટે રંગરેજ ને બોલાવાનો છે, ભાઈબંધની મેરેજની ગીફ્ટ ખરીદવાની છે, પાસબુકમાં એન્ટ્રી કરાવવાની છે, શોપિંગ કરવાનું છે, અને દિવાળીમાં ફરવા જવાની ટીકીટ બુક કરાવવાની છે.

અલા આનો કાઈ એન્ડ છે કે નઈ? હા હા હા..........છે ને જિંદગીની અજીબ માયાજાળ. જો જો ફસાતા એમાં.......

અરે બાપુ, આજ તો જિંદગી છે.....કભી દુર કભી પાસ આયે, કભી યુહીં મુસ્કુરાયે, કભી આયે જાયે આયે જાયે ઐસી ઝીંદગી........

આપણું જીવન આવી નાની-મોટી અનેક ઘટનાઓનું સાક્ષી છે......અને તેથી જ આપણું જીવન સાવ આપણું નથી..........

સુરજ છે, કેલેન્ડર છે, આઈપોડ છે, કોથળી છે.........અને આવી દરેક નાની મોટી વસ્તુ નિમિત્ત છે એવી અનેક ઘટનાઓની, જે આકાર લે છે આપણી આસ-પાસ. થોડીક આપણી ગમતી, આપણાથી ઘડાતી, તો થોડીક અણગમતી પણ ક્યારેક આપણને જ ઘડતી.

અરે રે......મૂળ પ્રશ્નતો અનુત્તર જ રહી ગયો.............

ચાલો ફરી પૂછી લઉં...........

આપણું જીવન સાચે જ આપણું હોય છે?

આપણું જીવન સાચે જ આપણું હોય છે?

ક્યાંક કોઈ પંખી નો કલબલાહટ, ક્યાંક વાગતું ધીમું સંગીત. ક્યાંક કોઈ બે મળેલા જીવ ની વાતો, ક્યાંક પોતાના માં જ ખોવાઈ જવાનો એહસાસ......

મન થાય છે ઘણી વાર આમાંથી કશુક બનવાનું, કરવાનું કે અનુભવવાનું. પણ........

એમ નથી લાગતું કે કંઇક આપણી પાસે હોવા છતાં આપણી પાસે નથી, કોણ રોકે છે મને આવી આઝાદી મેળવવા માંથી? તો પણ કેમ હું કુદરત ના ખોળામાં નઈ પણ એક યંત્રવત જીવનમાં ગૂંચવાએલો છું?

આપણે આપણું જીવન આપણી સ્વતંત્ર મરજીથી કેમ ના વિતાવી શકીએ......કેમ આઝાદ થવા માંગતા આપણા આ પંખીડાને સ્વજનો, કામ, મિત્રો અને દુનિયાદારી નું અદ્રશ્ય પીંજરું નડે છે?

આ જ કોશિશ આ બ્લોગની મદદથી કરવાનું વિચારું છું............જોઈએ કેટલા બંધન તોડી શકાય છે અને કેટલા જોડી શકાય છે?